What do people see when they look at me?
But that is NOT what I want people to remember when they think of who I am!
I want them to remember
strength
and
honour
But, even more specifically, I want people to think of God’s strength in my life…
and God’s name being honored!
And I’m sure that most of you reading this would desire the same…
But HOW does HIS strength get noticed?
How can we wear this honor?
Each person’s journey will look different on the outside, but inside—that’s where the rubber meets the road, so to speak.
Do I take ANY time to speak to Him each day?
The days I do pray don’t actually always run smoothly, but **I am not a basket case** in the midst of the chaos!
The days I don’t… well, I try not to think of those days. Even the GOOD seems off on those days! HA
Am I open to correction? From the hubby, my preacher, SS teacher, even my children?
If not, I will not change— and change requires strength, which in turn creates more strength…
This learning and growing and repeating is hard stuff.
It REQUIRES His strength.
Does my mouth open in criticism of those in the ministry? Do people find my “personality” hard to work with?
If so, I am not wearing this honour that brings rejoicing.
This honour requires a humble spirit {NOT being walked over!}
…the hidden man of the heart… a meek and quiet spirit… in the sight of God of great price. I Peter 3:4
This honour requires me to allow HIM to take control of my assertiveness.
As a woman, this can be difficult! but THAT is what a quiet spirit IS. It’s not about never talking or sitting in a corner while others DO things… but getting involved and allowing others to have control of a situation and not having a point of view that says “My way or the highway, people!”
So, this is something I have been learning… hopefully growing in… and will need to repeat regularly!
July 23, 2013 at 7:12 am
God has an amazing way of teaching us and molding us into what He wants and needs us to be IF we will be willing students and obedient. Blessings!
July 23, 2013 at 9:16 am
yes, He does! I am constantly amazed by the routes my life takes to learn specific lessons… thank you for stopping by!